'I don't drink beer... I shower...'
so yes,
i have many amazing friends, but why? What all do i have to offer them?
im here, back in 'boy' but again, i wonder, 'why...'
sure, seeing everyone is great, but, does the inconveinance to them warrant my being here?
im broke, and i feel like a bastard...
im out of fucking options..
even though ive never been surrounded by so many friends, ive never felt so lonely in my life...
might as well through myself in front of a CATS bus...
EVERYONE...
whos first name doesnt start with S or J....
donate to the 'Keep the Rusto alive in Chico' fund...
cause otherwise im leaving here in a matter of days... and i really dont want to miss the Math...
but...
sigh, is this all really worth the fucking Drama...
- el
i have many amazing friends, but why? What all do i have to offer them?
im here, back in 'boy' but again, i wonder, 'why...'
sure, seeing everyone is great, but, does the inconveinance to them warrant my being here?
im broke, and i feel like a bastard...
im out of fucking options..
even though ive never been surrounded by so many friends, ive never felt so lonely in my life...
might as well through myself in front of a CATS bus...
EVERYONE...
whos first name doesnt start with S or J....
donate to the 'Keep the Rusto alive in Chico' fund...
cause otherwise im leaving here in a matter of days... and i really dont want to miss the Math...
but...
sigh, is this all really worth the fucking Drama...
- el
posted by Rustikoppphh at 11:52 PM
2 Comments:
keep in mind we kidapped for a reason...and it wasn't for the drama.
I have more to say but for now, peace out.
i know, but things dont always work out the way i plan.
and i do of course appreciate the kidnapping.
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