10/20/2005

Blank-it

ive been kindof working out lately, the thing is, i dont strong as much as i feel fucking sore all the time, i mean, damnit... whats the point if it ain't easy.


say, you ever hear of the pillows? no? what the fuck is your damage?



there, go off and better yourself.



-el

10/18/2005

apex

so, i wore my suit today... not sure why...

people always tell me i complain alot... and seeing as how i figure im pretty fuckin good at it, i shall do it almost exclusively...


yesterday i went out to my car to grab my smokes right, i open the door and somehow bash my fuckin face in... busted my lip straight open, bled for like half an hour, plus i couldnt fuckin smoke on account i was trying to apply pressure to the inside of my damaged ass lip, so thats even more fucking grand... damnit all.
of course i couldnt give a damn for my lip, i was ultimately concerned for my teeth, i should brush more often, what the fucks wrong with me...


saw this movie on hbo last night called Elephant. whoa. i mean, i thought that footage in bowling for cloumbine was fucked and messed up...


i really really wish i could have told my dickhead boss to go fuck himself... i mean, its already fucked, its not like im putting that place on my resume anyway... hindsight..


well, i figure thats enough,



-el

10/10/2005

turns out the pony only had one trick...

ugh...
got fired...
went to chico, spent all my money...
what now?

what now...


-el