its just that,...

so, its just after 3 in the morning.
after i got off work(bout 10), i went promptly outside to smoke a dag, then back inside to scam a free ticket to kung fu hustle.
and god damnit, thats one fine flick. recommended to all.
i got outta the theatre bout, 11:45, walk into the lobby, and there are still people there... working... ha! justice.
so i was helping them out with stock, when BAM.. i am hit with brilliance.
finally, an idea, for something, for my book, boo yah
shows you...

shows all of you...

- el

woke up this afternoon with...

... a funky frame of mind.
i feel a little, weird.
woke up, smoked dag, made coffee, smoked another dag, drank coffee while smoking dag, went upstairs, played hl2... but still none of this helped the feeling of emptiness, i cant help but feel i should do something worthwhile, but still... here i am...

i should read something, but i cant find republic, and the bible is starting to repeat itself a lot.
just moses tooling around in the desert, damnit, that fucker needs an asswooping.

i need more interesting fanfare, everything i have ive read, or watched, or listened too. everything is stale. like toast waiting too long for the scrape of butter. i need motivation. i need someone to call my own (not literally.. duh), again, this time i wont fuck shit up... so soon. HA, right... boo hoo for me. damnit, i need a shot and a brew, keep em coming.

i cant save any money, which is going to make Vegas a challange...
i cant afford to register my car...
i cant afford to smog my car...
damn, i cant even afford oil for my car...

sigh....

i need something.

- el

so.... uhhh

lets see...
last night was the worst closing ub shift ever.


reasoning?

as follows:
MISFRAMES DAMNIT...
stupid buena vistas distribution office, DOUBLE DAMNIT (oooh, the double-d word...)
CHANGEOVER....
poster case times...
box office times...
marquee...

but on a positive note:
gong fu (kung fu hustle, baby)


so, in summation, work is a bitch, and i hate most everything...


- el

the new greatest game of all time...

Half-Life 2

- nuff said

- el